Lil Wayne: 'Kanye West's visit made prison real for me'
Lil Wayne was hit by the reality that he was locked up in prison after he was visited by Kanye West and Sean 'Diddy' Combs.
The rapper spent eight months in New York City's Rikers Island jail in 2010 after being found guilty of attempted criminal possession of a weapon.
While incarcerated, Wayne had some of his famous pals pop by to
visit him, and seeing them there served as a reminder of where he
was.
"When I was there, actually talking to them during the visitation,
they made it so real," he told the Associated Press. "They threw
all the 'Who's in this room' out of there. That was thrown out the
window.
"They were like, 'How you feeling? What are you going through? Do
you need anything, like do you really need anything? Do your
parents need anything?' And then, I said the moment it hit me was
going back up to the cell."
Wayne, real name Dwayne Michael Carter Jr., has turned his diaries
from his time behind bars into a recently released book, entitled
Gone 'Til November.
And he says the prison staff and his fellow inmates have a lot to
do with how he got through the difficult time.
"It was due to the people around (me)," he said. "When I say the
people around me, I mean the prisoners, the guards. ... They took
all the cliche (out) of whatever I thought it was gonna be, they
took that and threw it right out the window. They made me feel
like, for lack of a better word, to say like I was at home. And it
was everybody. ... Nobody wants to be there, not even the guards.
So when you come through there, for everybody to treat you the
same. ... Whatever it was, it worked."
Getting back on the stage after his release was something the
musician will never forget, as not being able to perform was one of
the hardest parts of being jailed.
Asked what it felt like to perform for the first time after his
release, Wayne replied: "I'd say it was like, uh, being in an
accident and losing ... feeling in your legs and they're telling
you (that) you'll never walk again. And coming back eight months
and running up. ... That's how that felt."