Lena Dunham details endometriosis battle in candid blog post
Actress Lena Dunham has opened up about her painful struggle with endometriosis in a heartbreaking new blog article.
The Girls star has detailed her symptoms of non-stop vaginal bleeding, cramps and chronic exhaustion in the latest edition of her weekly newsletter, Lenny Letter.
"From the first time I got my period, it didn't feel right," she
recalls. "The stomach aches began quickly and were more severe than
the mild-irritant cramps seemed to be for the blonde women in
pink-hued Midol commercials. Those might as well have been ads for
yogurt or the ocean, that's how little they conveyed my experience
of menstruating."
Dunham reveals her symptoms went undiagnosed throughout her teen
years, and she was still in pain from the disorder, which causes
the lining of the uterus to grow outside of the uterus, while she
was shooting the first season of Girls.
"If my pain had no tangible source, that just meant my mind was
more powerful than I was and it didn't want me to be happy, ever,"
she adds. "I saw myself divided like a black-and-white cookie into
neat halves: one bright and ambitious, the other destined to wind
up strapped to a gurney and moaning for pain meds."
A chance encounter with a friend's doctor, Dr. Randy Harris, turned
her life around.
The medic performed laparoscopic surgery to diagnose Dunham, who
now takes monthly injections to control her symptoms.
Dunham admits she's now glad she went through all the pain -
because endometriosis has made her one of the strongest women she
knows.
"I am strong because of what I've dealt with," she explains. "I am
oddly fearless for a wimp with no upper-body strength, and I am no
longer scared of my body. In fact, I listen to it when it speaks. I
have no choice but to respect what it tells me, to respect the
strength of its voice and the truth of my own."