Demi Lovato was desperate to get out of rehab
Demi Lovato pretended to be happy during her stint in rehab last year (10) because she was desperate to be released from the clinic.
The singer/actress quit a tour with the Jonas Brothers at the end of October 2010 to treat "emotional and physical" issues, which she later revealed included an eating disorder and self-harm.
Lovato left rehab in January (11) and has now opened up about her
three-month stay at the centre.
The star admits she decided to "fake" her willingness to receive
the treatment when she arrived in a bid to increase her chances of
an early release.
She tells MTV News, "When I first went into treatment, I didn't
want to be there, and I was kind of like, 'I'll just fake it until
I make it.'
"I stayed in there, and I started believing that I was in there for
the right reasons. And even though I didn't want to be there at the
time, some girls might not want to get help, but if they fake it
till they make it, hopefully they can get the help that they need,
and they can start to believe it, and they can actually see one day
that it's actually the right thing that they're doing.
"I have days where I'm cranky, but I definitely want to be there
for my fans and step outside and shake their hands and be there for
them too, because I'm now a role model, and I want to be there for
them.
"I would say: Speak up, and don't be afraid to get help, because it
could save their lives."
And Lovato has credited her rehab stint with changing her outlook
on life, adding, "I feel like I'm a totally different person today,
and I've grown up a lot, and I've overcome a lot, so I'm excited
about where I am in my life today."