Gwen Stefani: 'I'm still heartbroken after my marriage breakdown'
Gwen Stefani's "dreams were crushed" when she split from Gavin Rossdale.
The 46-year-old singer has three children - 10-year-old Kingston, seven-year-old Zuma and two-year-old Apollo - with the Bush frontman, but Gwen filed for divorce in August 2015 after nearly 13 years of marriage, amid allegations of his infidelity.
While she has now moved on and is happily dating country singer
Blake Shelton, Gwen insists it's going to take some time for her to
emotionally rebuild after the breakdown of her marriage.
"I'm not in a different place yet. I'm still heartbroken," she told
Rolling Stone magazine in a phone interview. "You can't have your
family break up and still not be going through it a year later. I
was just cleaning out a room in my house before I called you. It's
devastating."
Gwen used her heartbreak as inspiration for her new album This Is
What the Truth Feels Like, and likens the way she was feeling after
her split to the way she felt when she penned No Doubt's 1995
record Tragic Kingdom - also written in the wake of a break-up.
"Even before I knew that my life would be forever changed and all
my dreams would be crushed, I was quite desperate to make new
music," she said.
Of Tragic Kingdom, Gwen added: "I didn't even know I could write
music. And then my heart was ripped out, and, like, served back to
me on a platter. And this album, I feel like it just fell out of
the sky. It was a miracle."
Among the new tracks on Gwen's latest album is a collaboration with
Blake - Go Ahead and Break My Heart. The emotive duet has a
definite country feel about it, but pop princess Gwen insists she
has always been open to embracing other genres with her music.
"Being on (U.S. TV talent show) The Voice helped open my mind to
all kinds of music," she explained. "My parents loved folk and
bluegrass – my first concert was Emmylou Harris. And at the end of
the day, a song is a song. You can take a country song and make it
into a dance track. It's all about how it's produced."
One thing Gwen isn't sure about when it comes to her future is
whether she will have any more work with No Doubt coming up. The
group hasn't released any new material since 2012's Push and Shove,
and even that wasn't an enjoyable experience for the front
woman.
"I was really drained and burned out when we recorded that album.
And I had a lot of guilt: 'I have to do it.' That's not the right
setting to make music," she continued. "There's some really great
writing on that record. But the production felt really conflicted.
It was sad how we all waited that long to put something out and it
didn't get heard.
"I don't know what's going to happen with No Doubt. When Tony (No
Doubt bassist Kanal) and I are connected creatively, it's magic.
But I think we've grown apart as far as what kind of music we want
to make."