YH Fangirl Wall Confession

So, I have a little bit of a confession to make. Um, I'm actually really happy right now, but at the same time, I'm really sad. And the reason why I'm happy is, first of all, you guys sent some amazing photos for the Wild Shana girl wall, and I was up 'til 6:00 in the morning last night, literally doing a full-on arts and crafts project, getting as many pictures as I can to post on this poster which came out really amazing. I gotta tell you. And the coolest thing is we did put it on our set so you are gonna see it in the first episode of the Fangirl Life on Friday. Um, so that's what I'm happy about, that these pictures couldn't even be better, and I'm just like, I can't even ask for more.

But I'm sad because two reasons. One, I couldn't fit every single picture on the wall, which I was really upset about, and I honestly am so sorry. I couldn't fit every single person's face. But the good news is we are gonna do a fangirl wall every single month, and we're gonna rotate them out. So you will have more chances to get on the wall, which is great. Um, and the other thing that I was upset about was because it was 6:00 in the morning, I was literally like delusional when I was making this, and I was trying so hard to just put everything perfectly on the board. And I wanted to like not miss anybody's face. I wanted every single person's face to be showing.

So, once I finished it, I for whatever reason thought it would be a good idea to use glitter. And, you know, of course, glitter, fangirls, you know, that's not anything crazy. But what I did was I took some silver glitter glue, and I don't know why, but I thought it would be a good idea to write the Fangirl Life on top of all your faces. Um, number one, you can't even read the Fangirl Life because it's silver and it's super thin, and I mean, you couldn't even read it from far away. I literally almost had like a breakdown, and I finished the whole poster board and once I actually started writing it, I knew that I was making a mistake, and I literally started crying.

Like I was fully, fully crying. It was 6:00 in the morning. I was like a completely mad scientist. I was just upset. I didn't want you guys to be upset with me. I thought you were gonna hate it. And then the worst part was I was covering some of your faces, which now some of you have some really dark grey smudges on your face, like her and her, I mean, I'm I just was really, really upset. But I mean, when you think about it, I feel like it kind of makes it, you know, unique. It's like abstract. So, I don't know if you could even read the Fangirl Life from here. You probably can't.

But it was like one of those things where at the end, I couldn't redo this whole thing, cuz I'd worked so hard on it for so many hours, and I was like, "No, how did this happen?" I started crying. I was bawling. It was 6:00 in the morning. And then I put it on the set, and I was telling everybody like, "Oh my God, what I did." But you know what? It worked out, so I hope you guys aren't mad at me. But I do want to thank you all so much for sending it, and I want to know, do you guys think this came out pretty awesome? Because I think it did. I know the glitter ruined it, but hopefully you guys love it as much as I do. And I'm just super excited for you to see it on the set of the show.

It actually looks amazing. So, love you guys, and this is my wall. These are my girls. My fangirls. Love you.