Shia LaBeouf: 'Alcohol destroyed my life'
Actor Shia Labeouf has sworn off alcohol for good after experiencing the devastating effects of heavy drinking.
The Transformers star has been arrested for public intoxication twice in as many years, including in 2014, when he was infamously jailed for causing a ruckus during a Broadway performance of Cabaret.
As part of his punishment, he was ordered to enrol in an alcohol
treatment programme, which he completed last year (15).
It proved to be a huge turning point for Shia, as the star hasn't
touched alcohol in over a year and has been attending support group
meetings at Alcoholics Anonymous in a bid to stay sober.
"I got a Napoleonic complex," he tells Variety of the toll alcohol
took on him. "I start drinking and I feel smaller than I am, and I
get louder than I should. It's just not for me, dude."
"You don't touch it," he adds. "Alcohol or any of that will send
you haywire... I've got to keep my head low."
LaBeouf, 30, was first exposed to drugs and alcohol at an early age
by his father Jeffrey.
"There were drugs everywhere - marijuana, cocaine, heroin," he
recalls of spending time with his dad as a youth. "(My father) gave
me my first joint when I was probably 11 or 12."
Notorious method actor Shia confesses in addition to the influence
from his upbringing, his career in Hollywood contributed greatly to
his drinking habits.
His work in movies such as Wall Street 2, the Transformers
franchise, and Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull
were slammed online by some unhappy fans, and reading the scathing
social media comments sent him over the edge.
"I didn't like going in public, because I had to face my failures
constantly," he shares, admitting his perceived career defeats led
him to increase his alcohol consumption. "Part of it was posturing.
I never knew how to drink. I never liked to drink, but I knew you
had to drink... When I met (recovering addict) Robert Downey Jr., I
was like, 'Man, you got all this texture. How do I do this? How do
I build texture?'"
Ultimately, Shia appreciates how alcoholism has impacted his
career, as the roles he's currently receiving are more fulfilling
than ever.
"I don't think I'd be working with the directors I've been working
with if I had not screwed up a bit," he notes. "They wanted a
fireball. They wanted a loose cannon. I'm learning how to distill
my 'crazy' into something manageable, that I can shape and deliver
on the day."
He concludes: "I was an open wound bleeding on everything."