Jennifer Lopez: 'I'm beautiful, famous and exhausted'
Actress-and-singer Jennifer Lopez is often left drained by her hectic life in the spotlight.
The 46-year-old star is currently working on three major projects - her Las Vegas concert residency, All I Have, TV cop drama Shades of Blue and singing competition American Idol, and although many people believe her life is endlessly glamorous, Jennifer confesses sometimes she dreads waking up to go to work.
“There are moments where it’s really physically and emotionally
taxing, but it goes hand-in-hand with this kind of work," she tells
British newspaper The Mirror. "Every scene (in my TV show) seems to
carry so much weight. That gets tiring.
“I come home at the end of the day and I'm like, 'Ugh, I have to
get up and do this again tomorrow? That’s crazy.’ But that’s what
it is.”
Jennifer is mum to eight-year-old twins Max and Emme, her kids from
her marriage to ex-husband Marc Anthony, and even though she loves
parenthood, mothering can also get stressful with so much work to
take care of.
“I’m only flesh and bone and I get really tired at times. Anybody
who is a single mum and who works a lot knows about that," she
shared. "So there is always a juggling act.
"Wishing you could be there for them more is probably the hardest
part of it, but I think I’m luckier than most working mums, as I
can bring them (kids) to my job. If I worked a nine to five job I
probably couldn’t bring them to work, so I see them a lot more than
the average working mum.”
Jennifer has been married three times and the star's high-profile
relationships with ex-boyfriends Ben Affleck and Sean 'Diddy' Combs
also didn't work out.
The star, who is currently attached to former backup dancer Casper
Smart, knows most of the men she dated previously were "terribly
wrong" for her, but the failed romances haven't ruled out another
marriage for her.
"Nothing in my life is out of the question,” she smiled. “Anything
and everything is possible but I don’t think I am looking for
anything, really.
“When you get to a certain age, you realise everything you need and
want is within you and the happiness you are seeking in others is
within yourself. I think that’s what’s changed for me.
“I feel very content as a human being and happy with the life I
created for me and my kids. Anything else beyond that is icing on
the cake. But it’s going to have to be something that’s
worthwhile.”