Ryan Murphy: 'Cory Monteith's death was devastating'
Glee creator Ryan Murphy felt like he lost a child after Cory Monteith died in 2013.
The actor passed away of an accidental drug overdose in July, 2013 and Ryan reveals he helped him get into rehab after learning about Cory's addiction issues while working with him on the hit show.
Cory visited the set of Murphy's The Normal Heart with girlfriend
and co-star Lea Michele after rehab and indicated he was "getting
better" in his battle with addiction. However, the late 31-year-old
died soon after and Ryan was left beyond shocked.
"We hugged, and the last thing he said was, 'I love you, man, and
thank you for helping me get better', Murphy tells Entertainment
Weekly, "and then the next thing I knew he was dead. It was like
losing a child."
Following Cory's death, Ryan was instrumental in helping Lea deal
with the tragedy and she is grateful she had him to lean on during
the difficult time.
"When I found out (Cory had died), Ryan was one of the first people
I called," she says. "When Cory was alive, Ryan was very helpful in
trying to get him well and healthy but, when that day did come,
Ryan did take charge, and he helped me more than I can ever
explain."
"He completely cared for me," she continues. "He made sure I was OK
every single day, whether it was coming over to his house and
having dinner prepared for me, or making sure I was OK at work. He
sat me down and said, 'What do you want to do? Do you want to
continue the show? Do you want it to end?' I just said, 'I just
want to go back to work'. His heart is bigger than I think he knows
what to do with sometimes."
However, when the cast and crew returned to the show following
Cory's death, the mood of the series had changed.
"What started off as being such a great celebration of love and
acceptance ultimately became about darkness and death," Ryan
recalls. "It was a great lesson in what not to do moving
forward."