LeAnn Rimes is scared to have children
Leann Rimes is worried about starting a family of her own because she doesn't want to pass on the pain she experienced as a child to her kids.
The How Do I Live? singer is stepmom to her actor husband Eddie Cibrian's two sons with his ex-wife Brandi Glanville, but has no biological kids.
Last year (16), the 34-year-old revealed she was in no rush to add
to the family, and now she explains much of that has to do with the
issues she's still trying to deal with from her own childhood.
"I would love to have kids," she tells Billboard. "I'm taking it
day by day - I'm still young."
She addresses her family drama in a new song, titled Mother,
adding, "The song is about how your parents are supposed to be
superheroes, but of course they aren't. There's baggage they bring
from their parents, and their parents' parents.
"When my mom ran away at 18 to marry my dad, her mom burned all her
clothes. I've always been fearful of having children, because I
didn't want to pass that pain down. I wanted to heal myself before
bringing a child into the world."
LeAnn still wrestles with many insecurities from her childhood and
she explains the image on the cover of her new album Remnants, in
which she's staring into a mirror, is a very important one.
"When you sit in front of a mirror, there's no hiding," she adds.
"I can't stand to get dressed before a show, to look in the mirror
and do my makeup. My mom had me all dolled up from when I was
really young, so I've always been uncomfortable with it, with the
insecurities that pop up. Especially when you're getting ready to
be so vulnerable (onstage), it's like, 'Oh, God. I want to
hide'.
"But as I get older, I'm more like, 'OK, I'm cool looking in a
mirror'. Being in the public eye and social media if you don't know
yourself, you'll be dragged into a very dark place."