Jennifer Lopez wanted to shelve 'exposing' memoir
Superstar Jennifer Lopez almost scrapped plans to release her new autobiography True Love after realizing she had exposed so much of her private life in the book.
The Booty hitmaker admits she initially set out to write a "fan book" filled with behind-the-scenes photos and details about her tour, but she ended up pouring her heart out about her three failed marriages and her highly-publicized broken engagement to Ben Affleck.
Lopez reveals she wanted to pull the memoir from release, but
subsequently decided to share the love lessons learned in a bid to
help others get over their own heartbreak.
She explains, "It was supposed to be a fan book - anecdotes from
the road and pictures, and things like that, but as I started
writing it, I realized, like, looking at my music, it was very
autobiographical over the years and... I'd just gone through a
divorce when I embarked upon this huge journey, and I realized so
many things and it was such a growth period for me, and it (the
book) turned into something else, about the lessons I learned
during that time...
"It took me, like, a year to write it, and then I was like, 'This
book will never see the light of day...!' I put so much of my heart
and soul into it and didn't realize how exposing it was. It made me
feel very vulnerable...
"Although I didn't want to put the book out - it took me a year to
decide - I thought, 'Gosh, I wish I would've known these lessons 20
years ago.'"